2004-12-22 - 1:44 p.m.

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I'm at a loss about how to express my total devastation.

I've been in a fog of unspeakable sadness for the last 8 days after the sudden, shocking and life-altering news that a dear, wise, kind, generous soul died suddenly last tuesday.

She was, for me, a Goddess, Mother Figure, Friend, Guide, Protector... and therapist.

She is gone. From this world. In another place.

I feel, I try to feel. I try to do what she has taught me. I hear her voice. I am overcome.

The world has lost an amazing human.

I miss her with all my soul.

"I've brought you a mirror. Look at yourself and remember me". ---
Rumi, 13th century poet.