2005-01-08
- 12:25 p.m. ----------------------------------------------------------- I'm Trying, BUT....... ----------------------------------------------------------- You guys. Oh. The sadness of it all. I JUST CAN'T further comment on the sadness of it all (and by "it all", I mean my own personal loss, as well as the very personal losses of over 150,000+ human souls who were on their own journeys, living their own versions of life, with their own struggles and demons and pleasures and joy-filled moments and despair and dreams when it was all swept away for them. THIS. This sadness I won't comment on. I will meditate and do my own version of prayer and send thoughts of comfort to THE UNIVERSE. That's what I'll do). ----------------------------------------------------------- THANK YOU ALL, once again, for your continued kindess and support and etc regarding my own personal loss. It has been much appreciated. ----------------------------------------------------------- I plan, wait-- I INTEND to return THIS PLACE to it's former frolic and word-filled self. I PROMISE that to myself and to anyone who is listening. THIS PLACE brings me joy. I like to make people LAUGH or THINK or THINK and LAUGH. I was "Class Clown" for God's sake. ----------------------------------------------------------- MONDAY will mark the return of rambling thoughts and stories. I must pack up all of this SAD and send it on it's way. If I don't, not only does SAD win, but I lose. ----------------------------------------------------------- Thru all of THIS, as expected by anyone who knows HER, My amazing Girlfriend/Same-Sex Partner/Lady Lover/Meal Ticket has been SO STRONG. SO KIND. I'm SO BLESSED. ----------------------------------------------------------- Wishing you all a weekend of goodness. xoxoxo ME |